I HATE SOO MANY THINGS RIGHT NOW AND ONE FUCKING PERSON CAN JUST FALL AND DISAPPEAR
I had so many plans for us… So many memories that were waiting to be made… All just to disappear in a blink of an eye..
I will never have your love again„,
This year has been terrible.It seems like no matter how much I try to do things right, it turns sour. I feel like everything has went to shit. I feel as i i have nothing. I don’t feel like i have anyone in my corner anymore, no one to support me or back me up. I feel as if I have screwed myself over. I am not sure where to go from here in my life. I just wished it would fall into place or back to the way it was but better. I’m losing hope in it though. I don’t believe it will ever be the same. My mind is my worst enemy. All the thoughts I have jumble up making it hard to keep up or remember. What I think usually gets me into trouble..and how I feel doesn’t seem to matter anymore.